Your death is your demise, I know you feel it within' Now he killin' for him, careful in disguise ain't no dealin' with sin Let's make a change, but we can't stop till the problem is doneīut he got something to prove, cuz an OG got him a gun Word to the father taking care of they daughter or son
Numb to the pain but I still think I'm feelin the burn God gave you life, don't take it for grantedīut it's hard to appreciate something so fuckin' demandin'Īlways gotta give, and you never get in return
Think of things you got dude, not of the shit you didn't get I know it's hard not to, I'm speakin' from experience To my people in the struggle, keep movin' That he will guide me through my trials and tribulationsīow my head and pray and that's my rehabilitation I just know I'm right with God, &I'm certain When I sleep, I dream of genocides, slaughterings, burnin'sīut I just can't point out the message that my thoughts are preservin'. &Lately I'm havin night mares, I'm tossin' and turnin' I ain't even gunna front, but I pray to the man above that he doesn't catch me twice Wouldn't that be nice, & the devil caught me slippin once So I can, speed up the process because I know I'm probably next &I don't joke about my death but, sometimes I just wanna put a rope around my neck and let it choke me out to rest I hate that all my families shamed, A black sheep I found my self the day insanity cameīut is life worth dealin' with the damage and pain, which I brought upon myself but someone has to be blamed &I guess that's the reason why I live this life I'm livin' &If I could go back in time, I would change 90 percent of my decisions.īut I never liked to listen to any of advice that's given I got holes in my socks, checkin' my pockets for change. It's a cold war, & I ain't rockin' no Jay's